2020 feels like a school trip which you reluctant to go but you are forced to... You really want it to end quickly however when it is really the end of the trip --- you feel like you are about to miss something and the feeling of uncertainty hits you in the guts. This year has been rough and nothing but tough but it sure comes with tonnes of the lesson if and only if we are will to be humble and learn. I personally learned a lot of things this year. From being a spoiled kid to an independent one, from a lone ranger, and now I am a wife. This year -Allah has tested me from every single angle and I can say this with a light heart now on the last year of 2020, I am eternally grateful that Allah has tested me that way. I learned to appreciate small things, unseen gestures, and hidden hands that have helped me to go through those tests. Here are a few things that I learned this year. 1. Everyone has their own good side, it takes the right eyes(and heart) to see it. 2. We get nothing from a
Bismillah 2020 is equal to the year of a roller coaster ride which always goes up. It’s like a movie where the rising action takes 2/3 of the storyline and I found myself countless time standing at the edge of a cliff and ready to jump. Until the day the man of my du’a shook Abah’s hand during our solemnisation. I wasn’t nervous that morning, I felt like watching the sunset by the beach while the wind calmly dancing on my skin. I wasn’t scared of the day that was about to end as if I was sure I would be accompanied by the moon. I am indeed yakeen, after years of being suffocated by uncertainty. 2020 isn’t that bad, yes my pain and nightmares do not just disappear into thin air when my husband stepped into my life but now Allah has lent me him to hold my hand every time those things haunt me. Telling me, he’s my person. Convincing me, there’s something Allah wants me to learn. Reminding me how much Allah loves me. I vividly remember Mir asked me why him? I said I don’t have THE EXACT O