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uia episod I

first of all
ALLHAMDULILLAH..SYUKUR PADA MU YA ALLAH
finally,cik su selamat menjejakkan kaki ke UIA
tak sangka..unexpected
moga hati ciksu kuat untuk terus berada disini..
sebelum pergi ke main campus..
sebelum memegang segulung ijazah
moga rindu pada mak abah 
menjadi nyalaan api semangat buat cik su
untuk belajar sungguh2...
sobs3..
cik su homesick..
homesick...
homesick...
Ya Allah..
tetapkan imanku,
ampuhkan kesabaran,
kuatkan semangatku
agar bisa aku hadiahkan
peluk cium dan segulung ijazah
buat mak abah tercinta..
aminnn..

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