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sebenarnyaa,cik su tahu..

assalamualaikum readers??
kaifahalukum?
emmmmm...i already got the mid semester result..
dan semestinyaa..
it is not EXCELLENT AT ALL.
kecewa sangat dengan diri sendiri.
sebab cik su tau sebenarnya cik su can do better than that!
banyak yang sebenarnya yg cik su tahu lepas dapat result sebenarnya
ni haaaaaa list nye..

  • i'm a slow learner, so i can't behave like a fast learner.
  • my english is quite horrible(nak dibandingkan dengan students UIA yg hebat2 nie), so i HAVE TO step up my effort to improve my english.
  • this is not school anywaykan, so there are NO TEACHERs, so i have TO DO everything by MYSELF.
  • cik su suka sangat ambil MUDAH perkara PENTING.
  • this is UNIVERSITY yea...i HAVE TO KNOW how to compete with others.
sebenarnya kalau di buat list tak cukup kertas nak tulis.
cik su tak boleh terus down
i have to stand up again, do what i have to do!
abah tanya tadi berapa orang yang dapat excellent?ramai ke?
cakap kat abah..
alaa bah,yang hampir full marks seorang..pastu ada dua tiga jugak yang dapat 15 and above
then abah tanya,kenapa bukan ain yang dua tiga orang tu?apa salahnya kalau ain?
erkkkkk =.='
sorry abah :(


p/s:i got 12/20.HORRIBLE.

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