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pembaca berita

assalamualaikum readers and stalkers ^_^
dah lama dah tak update blog
hari ni baru tergerak hati nak update
saya ni memang dah lama bercita-cita nak kerja bidang penyiaran ni
memang minat sangat2!
dulu masa sekolah semua pertandingan bercakap semua saya kaut
and dulu masa mohon u pun berangan nak ambik masscomm
maybe saya ni banyak ikut abah rasanya
tapi
haih =.='
semalam dalam kereta abah ada tanya

abah : dik nanti lepas grad nak kerja apa?(saya baru foundation kot)
ain : emm rasanya nak kerja ngan uia lah..nak jadi lecturer,tak oun cikgu. kenapa bah?
abah : tak ada apa..saja tanya..tak nak try apply jadi pembaca berita ke? ko kan minat benda-benda
          macam tu.
ain : haa?(dlm hati dah joget2.abah dah bagi green light!)emmm..tengoklah dulu macam mana abah..
abah : kita kena buat apa yang kita suka. lagipun kan atok teringin nak tengok salah seorang cucu dia jadi              
          pembaca berita.
  tiba-tiba

mak: nak jadi pembaca berita kelulusan tu memang penting.tapi dia tengok jugak rupa..kalau tak de rupa mana la stesen TV nak ambik.

terasa hati dilanggar dan digilis lori 10 tan kemudian dicampak dari tingkat paling atas KLCC maka berkecai dan terburailah hatiku saat mak berkata begitu,
tapi betul jugak kata mak,mana ada mak nak anak dia kecewa..aku bukan tak de rupa tapi mungkin ada banyak lagi muslimah yg lebih cantik kan?

then ketuk kepala sendiri "ain jangan berangan benda bukan2!lain kali cermin diri dulu tau. kalau pasang impian tinggi2 tak dapat capai,then jatuh.SAKIT! So,buanglah angan2 kau yang bukan2. This is reality not fantasy. WAKE UP!

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  1. Anisya AnisAugust 13, 2013 at 1:06 PM

    That's not trueeeeeeeeeeee. You're cantik ok. and lawa. and comel. and k. insecure kitew

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