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Assalamualaikum,


I was thinking of deactivating my twitter account the moment when I woke up this morning. It was pretty unpredictable. I've been tweeting since 2011 (If I'm not mistaken) and enjoyed it very much. 

Recently, I received a lot of  "negative" vibes from twitter as the number of followers and following keep increasing. As a normal human being, I started to feel annoyed with people and sometimes strangers (I know I shouldn't). I don't like that feeling.

Hence, I asked myself a lot of questions.

1. Is this the price that I have to pay as I keep this account?

2. Is Twitter realllllyyyyyyyy important in my life?


I'm not saying those who have twitter account are wasting their time by doing something useless. I know a lot people who get many benefits from twitter. I have so much respect for people who can use Twitter wisely because I was not be able to do it. 

Wait, did I use "was"?  

YES. I FINALLY DEACTIVATED MY TWITTER ACCOUNT. I know this is the right decision for my own sake. 

At certain points in my life, I am proud with myself (because usually I'm not) for being able to make the right decision.







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  1. Niceeeee oneeee i did this lots of time hahahaha

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  2. I thought u were kidding when u told me u read my blog. No dik no. Aaaaaa maluuuuu

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