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Assalamualaikum..

Hari ini,aku belajar sesuatu. Aku belajar betapa Allah itu sayangkan aku.
Aku belajar betapa Allah itu kasihankan aku
Aku belajar betapa hinanya aku dihadapan Yang Satu.

"Kita kan manusia,tak lepas dari dosa"
Nah,aku bagi ayat cliche ini.

Aku sedar yang Allah memberikan aku begitu banyak peluang.
begitu banyak kesempatan.
begitu banyak,sampai aku tidak terkata.

Salah satunya adalah.
Nafas yang aku hela hari ini.

Dosa aku tiada noktah tapi Allah tak pernah lelah
memberi kesempatan untuk aku  jadi saksi terbitnya mentari hari ini
Dosa aku jika didikira sudah pasti tak cukup angka
Tapi Allah sentiasa ada dan tak pernah lupa
Setia memberi aku nafas dan PELUANG.

untuk aku perbaiki siapa aku hari ini
dan menjadi lebih baik untuk aku hari esok.


Ya Rahman,teruslah memberi aku peluang ini
dan terima kasih atas peluang yang diberi


Ya Rahim,kasih lah aku hamba yang hina dina ini
dan dekatkanlah aku dengan orang2 yang dekat dengan Mu.


Aku tahu dan sedar yang Kau selalu ada,dan hakikat bila aku rasa Kau jauh dari aku
Aku yang sebenarnya menjauh,aku yang sebenarnya di persimpangan yang salah
dalam perjalan menuju Mu.

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