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That's okay

Assalamualaikum..

A few years back, I thought when we apply " that's okay,tak ade ape,no problem dude" in our life..the world would be a better place to live in.

I was wrong man. Aku berpegang pada prinsip yang salah.

Satu je,jangan berharap. Do you think that if you help people and they will do the same thing to you? Toksah berangan.

"Dude bayarkan dulu nanti aku bayar kat kau"
"Ok no problem man"

"Weh I can't make it to the discussion,korang start dulu ye"
"Tak de hal lah"

I thought being considerate is equal to being nice. I was wrong,again.

Sebab ada manusia yang kurang budi bicaranya mengambil kesempatan kepada manusia2 yang mengaplikasikan prinsip ini,iaitu aku.

This is the reason why I have trust issue. Ahh I want to curse so bad!
Astaghfirullah. Wahai manusia2 yang suka sangat memanipulasikan manusia seperti aku. Moga kita sama2 diterangkan hati oleh Allah.

Don't be afraid to say "no,I'm not okay with it" dari engko simpan lama2 buat sakit jiwa je dik non. After all,assobru minal iman.

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