Bukan pondok-pondok

Assalamulaikum.

I know I am in my first year doing TESL, but I really need to say this.

We as teachers/lecturers/murabbi should realize that being a teacher is an amanah. An Amanah that you have to be fulfilled.

Jadi cikgu bukan hanya pergi sekolah balik sekolah,tanda kehadiran dan tanda buku. It is way bigger than that,
Jadi lecturer bukan hanya masuk kelas keluar kelas, bagi assignment dan analyze presentation. It is more than that.

jadi cikgu bukan macam main pondok-pondok. You act like you're father / mother for few minutes,and that's it.

Mendidik itu amanah yang besar,janganlah dipandang kecil. Kita mahu lahirkan manusia yang tinggi sahsiah dan tajam pemikirannya..bukan robot yang hanya tulis,baca dan kira tanpa ada jiwa.

I am not taking TESL because it is easy(as people said), I am in TESL because I want to be an English teacher and I am aware of the responsibilities as a teacher.

kenapa kita terus nak memperkecilkan dan memandang ringan tugas seorang pendidik. Yang hairannya, ada dikalangan pendidik sendiri memandang enteng tanggungjawab dan amanah mereka. Kalaulah kita terus dengan sikap sebegini rupa..

Apa yang kita nak jawab,bila Allah tanya kita nanti :(

Selangkah menuju kematian,Nurain..bersiap sedialah.

p/s:maaflah post kali ini agak emosi.

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