oblivion

Assalamualaikum Hati-hati lah wahai hati Jangan sampai kau jatuh lagi Ke dalam lubang yang sama Tetapi   punya kedalaman  yang berbeda. Hati-hatilah wahai hati Jangan biarkan  kau dikecewa lagi barangkali yang datang kali ini masih bukan  yang sejati. Ya Rahman Ya Rahim pemilik setiap hati jagalah hati aku ini. Ma Fi Qalbi Ghairullah.

Assalamulaikum some people dalam   dunia ni , they pretend that they know me better than my family members do. You are wrong my dear. You will never reach that level. and I am sorry to say that. Never.

Assalamulaikum . I know I am in my first year doing TESL, but I really need to say this. We as teachers/lecturers/ murabbi should realize that being a teacher is an amanah . An Amanah that you have to be fulfilled. Jadi cikgu bukan hanya pergi sekolah balik sekolah,tanda kehadiran dan tanda buku. It is way bigger than that, Jadi lecturer bukan hanya masuk kelas keluar kelas, bagi assignment dan analyze presentation. It is more than that. jadi cikgu bukan macam main pondok-pondok. You act like you're father / mother for few minutes , and that's it. Mendidik itu amanah yang besar,janganlah dipandang kecil. Kita mahu lahirkan manusia yang tinggi sahsiah dan tajam pemikirannya..bukan robot yang hanya tulis,baca dan kira tanpa ada jiwa. I am not taking TESL because it is easy(as people said), I am in TESL because I want to be an English teacher and I am aware of the responsibilities as a teacher. kenapa kita terus nak...

Assalamualaikum.. A few years back, I thought when we apply " that's okay,tak ade ape,no problem dude" in our life..the world would be a better place to live in. I was wrong man. Aku berpegang pada prinsip yang salah. Satu je,jangan berharap. Do you think that if you help people and they will do the same thing to you? Toksah berangan. "Dude bayarkan dulu nanti aku bayar kat kau" "Ok no problem man" "Weh I can't make it to the discussion,korang start dulu ye" "Tak de hal lah" I thought being considerate is equal to being nice. I was wrong,again. Sebab ada manusia yang kurang budi bicaranya mengambil kesempatan kepada manusia2 yang mengaplikasikan prinsip ini,iaitu aku. This is the reason why I have trust issue. Ahh I want to curse so bad! Astaghfirullah. Wahai manusia2 yang suka sangat memanipulasikan manusia seperti aku. Moga kita sama2 diterangkan hati oleh Allah. Don't be afraid to say "no,I'm not okay...

Assalamualaikum.. Hari ini,aku belajar sesuatu. Aku belajar betapa Allah itu sayangkan aku. Aku belajar betapa Allah itu kasihankan aku Aku belajar betapa hinanya aku dihadapan Yang Satu. "Kita kan manusia,tak lepas dari dosa" Nah , aku bagi ayat  cliche ini . Aku sedar yang Allah memberikan aku begitu banyak peluang. begitu  banyak  kesempatan . begitu banyak,sampai aku tidak terkata. Salah satunya adalah. Nafas yang aku hela  hari ini. Dosa aku tiada noktah tapi Allah tak pernah lelah memberi kesempatan untuk aku  jadi saksi terbitnya mentari hari ini Dosa aku jika didikira sudah pasti tak cukup angka Tapi Allah sentiasa ada dan tak pernah lupa Setia memberi aku nafas dan PELUANG. untuk aku perbaiki siapa aku hari ini dan menjadi...

Assalamualaikum, I was thinking of deactivating my twitter account the moment when I woke up this morning. It was pretty unpredictable. I've been tweeting since 2011 (If I'm not mistaken) and enjoyed it very much.  Recently, I received a lot of  "negative" vibes from twitter as the number of followers and following keep increasing. As a normal human being, I started to feel annoyed with people and sometimes strangers (I know I shouldn't). I don't like that feeling. Hence, I asked myself a lot of questions. 1. Is this the price that I have to pay as I keep this account? 2. Is Twitter realllllyyyyyyyy  important in my life? I'm not saying those who have twitter account are wasting their time by doing something useless. I know a lot people who get many benefits from twitter. I have so much respect for people who can use Twitter wisely because I was not be able to do it.  Wait, did I use "was"?   YES...

I don't really know who am I waiting for Maybe it's you Maybe it's myself It has been 3 years dear self I know I am sure You read this You are my loyal reader You are my loyal listener It has been three years dear you. You know who you are.